The chains have been broken and I am much happier than what I was when the chains were holding me down. The old me is back and it feels amazing I’m not going to let anything bring me down like that for quite some time. This whole experience has made me stronger and wiser and I wont let it happen again. What helped me become strong in life is living by the code of the sith I have adapted to it and it has helped me through so many rough spots in my life and I’m glad that it was able to help me through this spot. If I wasn’t able to turn everything into anger and hatred I would still be weak and pinned by so many different sets of chains it wouldn’t even be funny. No one knows how strong I truly am on the inside I have so much anger and hatred in me that it has made me stronger than what people think honestly only a few friends know my true strength no one else does and the ones that do I trust more than anything. Everyone is I use to consider friends but I don’t now because they don’t know one damn thing about me out of everyone I know I have about 10 true friends everyone else I don’t even worry about if you don’t talk to me you don’t talk to me that’s on you not me. I am who I am I have forged myself in a fire that is burning inside of me and it has been burning inside of me for years. The same fire has been burning since I was five when I first started that fire it never dies and it never will it may lose some heat from time to time but I always add fuel to that fire and it will always be a part of who I am without it I am nothing. The talent I have to turn everything that hurts me into anger and hatred is rare no one I know can do it like I can and by turning it into anger and hatred it gives me strength and I have tried to teach people this but they can not grasp the concept to do it and I feel sorry for them in a way but yet I don’t because I did my best to teach them how to do it they just don’t have the ability to grasp that concept and by lacking that ability they can not take the lesson to heart.
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they say there is peace in this world well there can never be peace as long as there is emotions that make us feel things for people we shouldnt. now we have all been there before and we will be there again sometime in our lives but to me peace is a lie there is only passion but if yall think theres peace then so be it but for example of there not being peace look over seas with the fighting thats goin on over there thats a perfect example of there not being peace in this world. thats all i have to say
i always have to fuck shit up somehow and i think i fucked up royal this time and i sure hope i can get her forgiveness i didnt mean to i just want us to be happy and thats it idk i just wish i had someway of gettin her to realize that i didnt mean it i just lost my temper for one split second and it slipped out and i didnt mean it at all i just love her with all my heart and i just wish we could get back together
its the dark and wicked shit that keeps me going day to day i can honestly say if it wasnt for my music i wouldnt be who i am today i love listenin to music any kind but ill take the dark and wicked music over anything and that has made me who i am today
im in a dark place in my life right now had my heart ripped out and i thought i could turn everything i ever felt into anger and hatred and it backfired right in my face and i thought that by doing that it would give me the strength to push through like i use to but this is the one time it backfired on me and it is slowly destroying me i just idk what to do about it idk im sure ill get through it eventually may just take time or for people to piss me off so i have the anger and hatred to give me the strength i need
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